There are secret doors in every world and each person has their own door. It's easy to find the first time, because you are not looking for it or even know it exist. Any time you find it after that is just pure luck! I found mine years ago. That is how I got here in this world. My world that I came from (not Pluto) was much cleaner than this one and the people (if you can call them that) were much nicer.
I haven't been able to find that door since I walked through. I desperately want to go back to the first world I came to. Of course, I would miss all my friends and family of this world, most of them anyways. But I miss the friends and family of the other world too (all of them.) Sadly I am stuck here...or at least thought I was.
Today, I heard a knocking with no door in sight! I looked all around me and tried to see the shimmer of the hidden door. I caught a glimpse of it and it went away, but I still heard the knocking. I am sure that someone on the other side has seen my door and is looking for me. I just can't get to the door. I heard the knocking while I was at work. It stopped only a few minutes after it started. On my drive home I heard it again. Then once more when I got home.
I was starting to think that I was hearing things until I sat down at my desk to type this. I looked at the wall and there sat a giant spider. Yeah, the size of my hand! It was watching me. I didn't think anything of it (other than "OMG KILL IT!"), but then I noticed the light blue shape on its back. It is shaped like a keyhole. A keyhole that my old key would fit! Finally I have found my door!
Saddly, I have lost the key. I am always losing keys. I always told myself I would hold on to that key for dear life. I even put it on a chain and wore it around my neck. I don't remember taking it off...or losing it. Actually I can't recall when it disappeared. I just know that right now, I do not have it. So my giant spider lock is going to disappear. I really hope no one was looking for me. I hope they are all okay. And I wish there was a way to pick a spider lock, but if you go near those things with anything but the key it's made for, you will lose a finger...or two.
I guess I was meant to stay in this world.
Much Love
Heather
Wednesday, May 30, 2012
Tuesday, May 29, 2012
What I have Learned from Being Single
I always complain about being single. Yeah, I know, I'm such a complainer. You know, sitting by watching my friends fall in love, get married and have kids it just sucks sometimes. I made myself really think about it though and I have decided, all my years of singleness have actually been a good thing. I have done a lot that I could have never done if I was tied down with a boyfriend.
The most important thing is I found myself. I figured out who I was and what I wanted in life without the interruption of some part-time relationship. I didn't figure out who I was with someone and then my world come crashing down when I was dumped. I didn't have to decide if I liked something because of the guy I was with or if I really did like it. It was all me. Yeah, I had moments where I liked things to impress a guy but I soon smacked myself back to reality.
Another thing, I didn't have my heart broken into a million pieces. Okay, so when I was turned down by yet another crush I was a little hurt. I was crushed...which is why they call them crushes! I bounced back though. I would find a new guy to crush on and day dream about.
I was never pressured into sex because some guy told me that he would dump me if I didn't sleep with him. I don't know what I would have done when I was younger. I can't say that I would have been level headed and stopped before things went to far. The thing is, someone in a higher place was looking out for me and didn't put me in the situation to worry about it. I had other things to worry about.
At last, I was always free to hang out with my friends and do things with my family. Now, I am a strong individual who knows what I want. I know what I want in a relationship as well as how that fits into my life plans. The best part is, I didn't have to go through dramatic break ups and abusive boyfriends to figure it out.
I would have to say I am grateful for my many years of the single life. Now, I just have to find a guy that is as well situated in his life, because that's the only way to go.
Much Love,
Heather
The most important thing is I found myself. I figured out who I was and what I wanted in life without the interruption of some part-time relationship. I didn't figure out who I was with someone and then my world come crashing down when I was dumped. I didn't have to decide if I liked something because of the guy I was with or if I really did like it. It was all me. Yeah, I had moments where I liked things to impress a guy but I soon smacked myself back to reality.
Another thing, I didn't have my heart broken into a million pieces. Okay, so when I was turned down by yet another crush I was a little hurt. I was crushed...which is why they call them crushes! I bounced back though. I would find a new guy to crush on and day dream about.
I was never pressured into sex because some guy told me that he would dump me if I didn't sleep with him. I don't know what I would have done when I was younger. I can't say that I would have been level headed and stopped before things went to far. The thing is, someone in a higher place was looking out for me and didn't put me in the situation to worry about it. I had other things to worry about.
At last, I was always free to hang out with my friends and do things with my family. Now, I am a strong individual who knows what I want. I know what I want in a relationship as well as how that fits into my life plans. The best part is, I didn't have to go through dramatic break ups and abusive boyfriends to figure it out.
I would have to say I am grateful for my many years of the single life. Now, I just have to find a guy that is as well situated in his life, because that's the only way to go.
Much Love,
Heather
Wednesday, May 23, 2012
Wacky Wednesday: The writing on the vent
I'm sitting here eating my macaroni (made by fairies of course) and thinking over the day. Of course I have come to wonder how these days come to me. And why on Wednesdays? Just tons of strange things happen and it all comes to me, on it's knees begging me to accept the weirdness. I can never say no to those big kitten eyes that come with the ugly pale face of random and unbelievable happenings.
Today, like every other day, started off normal. I threw myself out of bed (because hitting the floor face first is the only thing that wakes me up.) Then I rushed to the bathroom, turned on the shower and stared at the shower curtain for at least ten minutes while I agonize over how badly I want to go back to bed. Finally I pulled back the curtains and jump in to quickly adjust the temperature because the chances are the water is boiling hot. Then I stood under the water for fifteen minutes wishing I could go back to sleep. Did I mention that I hate mornings?
After the shower I rush around the house like a chicken with it's head cut off. I spend so much time wishing I could go back to sleep and groaning about lack of sleep that I have hardly any time left to get ready. Of course the demon that lives in my house wants some of my tuna that I am preparing for lunch and then I have to push him out the door so he doesn't wake the whole house up with his whining.
My macaroni and cheese is super delicious!
I finally get my stuff together, hair dried, teeth brushed and vitamins taken. I locate my socks, shoes, sweater and keys and rush out the door. This is all normal, everyday life.
Then things start getting weird. I start making the cars in front of me disappear and reappear. I don't know how I did it. I'm thinking my family may have some unknown power that I will one day, soon, discover. So the whole drive to work I played with the cars, I hope I didn't scare the drivers too bad. Then I got bored and super tired and almost fell asleep driving. Not good! But I wasn't far from work.
I get to my desk ten minutes late (normal) and do all my fancy computer reports. I post on facebook, text a friend and sit back and prepare to twiddle my thumbs the rest of the day. Except...I have to make it look like I am doing more than twiddling my thumbs. Grr! I throw my head back in frustration and to keep myself awake because I am nodding off. That is when I finally see it. The writing on the vent.
At first it just looked like scratches but the longer I looked at it the more it looked like writing. Then, the scratches started moving and forming words! It read "We cam back for you." HA! Now tell me I am not from a different planet. I waited for my co-worker to leave the office so that I could talk to what ever was in the vent. When I started talking the words disappeared and out crawled some slimy...something. It was like a blob but quickly took shape on my desk in the form of a small person.
I asked it who it was and what it wanted. Again I remind you that I told you I was from a different planet! This little guy tells me that he is my brother from Pluto and that it is almost time for me to go back home because my mother is sick and I am the one who must take the throne.
TOLD YOU I WAS A PLUTONIAN PRINCESS!
My co-worker snuck back into the office and scare the crap out of me. He asked me why I was talking to a plastic doll. I only laughed, how was I supposed to answer that??
Then little alien brother disappeared and I haven't seen him since. Just my luck. I finally find out that I am really what I have told everyone I was and I still have no answers. I have tons of questions. Like, why was I put on earth and when is Pluto going to blow up earth for calling it a rock?!
That has been my day folks. Just like every other Wednesday...wacky. You just can't make up this kind of stuff.
Much Love
Heather
p.s. This macaroni and cheese is so good!
Today, like every other day, started off normal. I threw myself out of bed (because hitting the floor face first is the only thing that wakes me up.) Then I rushed to the bathroom, turned on the shower and stared at the shower curtain for at least ten minutes while I agonize over how badly I want to go back to bed. Finally I pulled back the curtains and jump in to quickly adjust the temperature because the chances are the water is boiling hot. Then I stood under the water for fifteen minutes wishing I could go back to sleep. Did I mention that I hate mornings?
After the shower I rush around the house like a chicken with it's head cut off. I spend so much time wishing I could go back to sleep and groaning about lack of sleep that I have hardly any time left to get ready. Of course the demon that lives in my house wants some of my tuna that I am preparing for lunch and then I have to push him out the door so he doesn't wake the whole house up with his whining.
My macaroni and cheese is super delicious!
I finally get my stuff together, hair dried, teeth brushed and vitamins taken. I locate my socks, shoes, sweater and keys and rush out the door. This is all normal, everyday life.
Then things start getting weird. I start making the cars in front of me disappear and reappear. I don't know how I did it. I'm thinking my family may have some unknown power that I will one day, soon, discover. So the whole drive to work I played with the cars, I hope I didn't scare the drivers too bad. Then I got bored and super tired and almost fell asleep driving. Not good! But I wasn't far from work.
I get to my desk ten minutes late (normal) and do all my fancy computer reports. I post on facebook, text a friend and sit back and prepare to twiddle my thumbs the rest of the day. Except...I have to make it look like I am doing more than twiddling my thumbs. Grr! I throw my head back in frustration and to keep myself awake because I am nodding off. That is when I finally see it. The writing on the vent.
At first it just looked like scratches but the longer I looked at it the more it looked like writing. Then, the scratches started moving and forming words! It read "We cam back for you." HA! Now tell me I am not from a different planet. I waited for my co-worker to leave the office so that I could talk to what ever was in the vent. When I started talking the words disappeared and out crawled some slimy...something. It was like a blob but quickly took shape on my desk in the form of a small person.
I asked it who it was and what it wanted. Again I remind you that I told you I was from a different planet! This little guy tells me that he is my brother from Pluto and that it is almost time for me to go back home because my mother is sick and I am the one who must take the throne.
TOLD YOU I WAS A PLUTONIAN PRINCESS!
My co-worker snuck back into the office and scare the crap out of me. He asked me why I was talking to a plastic doll. I only laughed, how was I supposed to answer that??
Then little alien brother disappeared and I haven't seen him since. Just my luck. I finally find out that I am really what I have told everyone I was and I still have no answers. I have tons of questions. Like, why was I put on earth and when is Pluto going to blow up earth for calling it a rock?!
That has been my day folks. Just like every other Wednesday...wacky. You just can't make up this kind of stuff.
Much Love
Heather
p.s. This macaroni and cheese is so good!
Thursday, May 10, 2012
Bible Study
So I decided to put my blog to good use for the new things going on in my life. There will be a Wacky Wednesday (sorry for not keeping up with that) and a day for what I have learned that week from my readings of the bible. I am also thinking about doing a Mindful Monday where I learn something new and share it with people but...that is a project in the making.
This week I have read the first book in the bible, Genesis. This is because I have decided that I want to become a youth minister/pastor or whatever gets me to working with teenagers. I feel like I have been through a lot in my life and I know that I can help teens get through those awkward years on top. I want to share with them how I made it through things, how I lost my faith but found it again. I want teens of today to know that there is someone that knows what they are going through. There is someone that knows the pains and the doubt and frustration that comes with being a teen. They need to know that someone understands how big of a transition life becomes once you become a teenager.
My first step to accomplishing this goal is to read and understand the bible. I would like to think that so far I am doing pretty good. I don't know how this will actually work out but my plan is to review a book of the bible each week. The bible has 66 books with in it. And a ton of chapters within those books. I am reading them in the order that they come in the bible because that is how I read best. I actually understand things better since reading Genesis. It works for me.
My goal is to read a book a week and review it. I want to outline what I read, the things that I think are the key parts of the book. My hopes is that I will help others understand the bible as I learn and understand it. Then I would like a second part of my blog to give my own thoughts and questions about it. I understand that this may make some blogs super long! In which case I may break it down into two blogs posted on the same day. One for the review and one for my own thoughts, opinions and questions.
Also, I know that some books are super short, when I come across those I may go ahead and blog about more than one book. Though, still separate them into different post, just all in the same day. I want to keep it all on one day so that everyone knows what to expect on that day.
To those of you who do not read the bible and have no interest in it, do not fret. It will only be one day a week and the blogs will be labeled "Bible Study" Feel free to skip that blog, but I do hope that my religious (I hate that word to be honest) beliefs do not scare you away from all the other awesome things I have hidden within this blog.
I hope that I have a few followers and can build an online bible study so that we can all help each other. I have opened the door for a journey and I intend to follow it through. Feel free to join and/or follow me. We can learn this together.
Much Love
Heather
This week I have read the first book in the bible, Genesis. This is because I have decided that I want to become a youth minister/pastor or whatever gets me to working with teenagers. I feel like I have been through a lot in my life and I know that I can help teens get through those awkward years on top. I want to share with them how I made it through things, how I lost my faith but found it again. I want teens of today to know that there is someone that knows what they are going through. There is someone that knows the pains and the doubt and frustration that comes with being a teen. They need to know that someone understands how big of a transition life becomes once you become a teenager.
My first step to accomplishing this goal is to read and understand the bible. I would like to think that so far I am doing pretty good. I don't know how this will actually work out but my plan is to review a book of the bible each week. The bible has 66 books with in it. And a ton of chapters within those books. I am reading them in the order that they come in the bible because that is how I read best. I actually understand things better since reading Genesis. It works for me.
My goal is to read a book a week and review it. I want to outline what I read, the things that I think are the key parts of the book. My hopes is that I will help others understand the bible as I learn and understand it. Then I would like a second part of my blog to give my own thoughts and questions about it. I understand that this may make some blogs super long! In which case I may break it down into two blogs posted on the same day. One for the review and one for my own thoughts, opinions and questions.
Also, I know that some books are super short, when I come across those I may go ahead and blog about more than one book. Though, still separate them into different post, just all in the same day. I want to keep it all on one day so that everyone knows what to expect on that day.
To those of you who do not read the bible and have no interest in it, do not fret. It will only be one day a week and the blogs will be labeled "Bible Study" Feel free to skip that blog, but I do hope that my religious (I hate that word to be honest) beliefs do not scare you away from all the other awesome things I have hidden within this blog.
I hope that I have a few followers and can build an online bible study so that we can all help each other. I have opened the door for a journey and I intend to follow it through. Feel free to join and/or follow me. We can learn this together.
Much Love
Heather
Wednesday, April 25, 2012
Wacky Wednesday: The Dragon
So, I'm sitting at work trying to stay awake and suddenly these two guys pass by and I hear something about a dragon. I look straight at them with shock all over my face and they know I heard. They shut up and quickly walk away.
Later two more guys walk by and say something about how they finally caught a dragon. I'm like...what? I turn to look at them through the window of my fishbowl and they do like the first two guys. They shut up and quickly walk away.
Now I am curious so every person that walks by I listen really closely to see what else I can figure out. But I get nothing. As soon as the people start walking by my fishbowl they shut up and quicken their pace.
FRUSTRATION!
Someone who didn't know I was listening actually stopped in front of my cubicle while talking on the phone. They say something about having the dragon in the cage. Now you know it's getting serious when they have caught a dragon. Have you ever tried to catch a dragon? It's near impossible! It takes a lot of knowledge and skill, both of which I have plenty of. I am just awesome. I could catch a dragon in my sleep....seriously.
Now that they have a dragon things are going to get worse for all the other creatures trapped in the plant. It just isn't fair and I have to find someway to set them free. Do you know how hard it is when the very balance of the world comes down to me??
The other day I noticed their was a bird in the plant. It was sitting up by one of the high windows. It was just sitting there, watching people go by...until it noticed me. I think I may have been found out. If I hadn't been found out when the bird spotted me I am for sure found out now. It's obvious when everyone stops talking around you. And now that I think about all the conversations I have heard...it seems everyone is in on the secret.
All those years of being paranoid and I miss this one time when the whole plant knows who I am. It doesn't matter. As long as they keep me around for a few more months I will have those creatures free.
And I'm going to use the dragon to do it.
Much Love
Heather
Later two more guys walk by and say something about how they finally caught a dragon. I'm like...what? I turn to look at them through the window of my fishbowl and they do like the first two guys. They shut up and quickly walk away.
FRUSTRATION!
Someone who didn't know I was listening actually stopped in front of my cubicle while talking on the phone. They say something about having the dragon in the cage. Now you know it's getting serious when they have caught a dragon. Have you ever tried to catch a dragon? It's near impossible! It takes a lot of knowledge and skill, both of which I have plenty of. I am just awesome. I could catch a dragon in my sleep....seriously.
Now that they have a dragon things are going to get worse for all the other creatures trapped in the plant. It just isn't fair and I have to find someway to set them free. Do you know how hard it is when the very balance of the world comes down to me??
The other day I noticed their was a bird in the plant. It was sitting up by one of the high windows. It was just sitting there, watching people go by...until it noticed me. I think I may have been found out. If I hadn't been found out when the bird spotted me I am for sure found out now. It's obvious when everyone stops talking around you. And now that I think about all the conversations I have heard...it seems everyone is in on the secret.
All those years of being paranoid and I miss this one time when the whole plant knows who I am. It doesn't matter. As long as they keep me around for a few more months I will have those creatures free.
And I'm going to use the dragon to do it.
Much Love
Heather
Tuesday, April 24, 2012
Not Gonna Give Up!
I have been on a pretty steady schedule with working out for the past three weeks. Yeah, it's not a long time but seriously it is probably the longest I have ever kept to working out. Well, on a regular basis.
I usually work out a few days a week, stop for a few weeks, work out for a whole week, take a month break...you follow?
But this time I have worked out 4-5 times a week. This will be the third week and you know what I have noticed?
Nothing....
My clothes are not fitting better and the scale says I am stuck at the same weight. I drink more water, I think I have a healthier diet and up until this week I have had a pretty active schedule with no naps.
This week has been a different story with the whole nap thing. I am super tired!! I don't know why. I even went to sleep earlier last night and was even worse today than I was yesterday. I could hardly keep my eyes open at work and when I came home I completely crashed. I did get up for dinner and to work out so...*pat myself on the back.*
I have noticed the muscles in my legs are getting...bigger. I have got some massive muscles in my legs! I have always had major calf muscles, which is why I can't wear cute boots that come up to my knees unless I want to pay a fortune and get them special made. My thighs have just been...fat. Now they are major muscles too! My mom always told me I was strong as an ox when I was younger. My legs have always been really strong and can take a lot of weight. Which is why I am pretty sure that if I was ever attacked, the attackers first mistake would be throwing me to the ground. You can't overpower my kick! But, please God, let's not test my theory.
I feel like my arms are a little less flabby. Which is one of the things I hate the most! My arms. Ugh! I feel like the old teacher that almost knocks herself out with her bat wings. Though, my arms are not that bad and they seem to be getting better. I even have some muscle tone in my biceps. Which all this is good and seriously the only thing keeping me on this venture to exercise.
I just want my clothes to start fitting better, the scale to say I have lost a few pounds and for the stomach fat to start disappearing. Is that so much to ask for?
I keep wondering if maybe my diet really is not that great. Maybe I really should start cutting down on calories. But, do you ever worry that once you start doing that you will get obsessed and the whole weight loss thing takes over your life? I don't think it has taken over my life yet. I don't want it too.
I don't want my happiness to revolve on a few pounds lost here and there. I just want to be healthy and have fun. But it is kind of bumming me out that I am working so hard and seeing no results. The only thing that I get for my hard work is sore muscles...which I actually enjoy, but I would so love to see some weight coming off.
*Sigh*
Anyone else having trouble losing weight?
Much Love
Heather
I usually work out a few days a week, stop for a few weeks, work out for a whole week, take a month break...you follow?
But this time I have worked out 4-5 times a week. This will be the third week and you know what I have noticed? Nothing....
My clothes are not fitting better and the scale says I am stuck at the same weight. I drink more water, I think I have a healthier diet and up until this week I have had a pretty active schedule with no naps.
This week has been a different story with the whole nap thing. I am super tired!! I don't know why. I even went to sleep earlier last night and was even worse today than I was yesterday. I could hardly keep my eyes open at work and when I came home I completely crashed. I did get up for dinner and to work out so...*pat myself on the back.*
I have noticed the muscles in my legs are getting...bigger. I have got some massive muscles in my legs! I have always had major calf muscles, which is why I can't wear cute boots that come up to my knees unless I want to pay a fortune and get them special made. My thighs have just been...fat. Now they are major muscles too! My mom always told me I was strong as an ox when I was younger. My legs have always been really strong and can take a lot of weight. Which is why I am pretty sure that if I was ever attacked, the attackers first mistake would be throwing me to the ground. You can't overpower my kick! But, please God, let's not test my theory.
I feel like my arms are a little less flabby. Which is one of the things I hate the most! My arms. Ugh! I feel like the old teacher that almost knocks herself out with her bat wings. Though, my arms are not that bad and they seem to be getting better. I even have some muscle tone in my biceps. Which all this is good and seriously the only thing keeping me on this venture to exercise.
I just want my clothes to start fitting better, the scale to say I have lost a few pounds and for the stomach fat to start disappearing. Is that so much to ask for?
I keep wondering if maybe my diet really is not that great. Maybe I really should start cutting down on calories. But, do you ever worry that once you start doing that you will get obsessed and the whole weight loss thing takes over your life? I don't think it has taken over my life yet. I don't want it too.
I don't want my happiness to revolve on a few pounds lost here and there. I just want to be healthy and have fun. But it is kind of bumming me out that I am working so hard and seeing no results. The only thing that I get for my hard work is sore muscles...which I actually enjoy, but I would so love to see some weight coming off.
*Sigh*
Anyone else having trouble losing weight?
Much Love
Heather
Sunday, April 22, 2012
Do you Believe?
There is a youtube channel that I absolutely adore. It is BlackBoxTV. They make awesome videos thanks to the awesome director Tony. I totally wish I could meet him and go on one of his adventures with him. Of course, BlackBoxTV does, I guess you could say it's horror suspense. Some videos will make you jump while others make you scratch you head and wonder where in the world this guys mind is. And I mean that as a compliment. He is a genius.
The latest video on BlackBoxTV is about a hunted hospital where Tony and his crew go in and check it out. They come across something that they can't explain and honestly, just watching the video you could feel the presence of evil in the hospital. Not just evil though, pain and confusion as well. I don't know if I could ever walk into that hospital if someone paid me a million dollars to do so. I have added the video here so that you can watch it. I warn you though, if you are easily frightened, don't watch it. If you are sensitive to the paranormal world, don't watch it. Or do, it's up to you.
My question to you: Do you believe in ghost?
I do. I always have. I don't feel them around as much anymore. I think it is mainly because I don't want to see them anymore. It's sad really. Ghost or spirits are souls that have been trapped on earth for some reason or another. I think they are looking for someone to save them, to help them go beyond this world to where ever they are meant to be. Not all are kind. I don't think spirits can harm you, they can only scare you.
Though, I also believe in things beyond spirits. I believe that the Linda Vista hospital does not just house spirits. Yes, there are some angry spirits in that building and lost spirits. There is also something far worse living there. Demons. Poltergeist. Things that can harm you. Maybe if we were to leave haunted things alone these things would lose their power and their presence in the world would fade out. But, I believe that might just be a fluffy dream.
Fear and anger draw in stronger things. And when I spirit is lost and confused and full of anger and fear, it draws much stronger beings. That is why haunted places can only get worse over time. It is the non-believers that let it get so far out of control.
Linda Vista, the hospital that you see in the video has new plans. It is going to be turned into an old folks home. Crazy and stupid. Because non-believers are out for more money. The poor old people that are going to placed in that home are going to have a hard time. They are going to draw more unwanted guest. They are going to make the ones that are already there, stronger.
I strongly believe in supernatural and paranormal stuff. I believe that ignoring them could be a bad idea when it comes to places with strong forces already taking over. I also thing that it is stupid for investigators to go in looking for this stuff. Though, if given the chance I would totally join a team and go looking into these places. Maybe just to confirm my own beliefs. Maybe because deep down I think I could help them. Either way, if I had people going in with me, I would go in.
Honest thoughts and opinions are welcome. But don't dare tell me I am stupid for what I believe in, I don't have proof that I can show you. I know what I have seen and felt and it is not something you forget.
Much Love
Heather
The latest video on BlackBoxTV is about a hunted hospital where Tony and his crew go in and check it out. They come across something that they can't explain and honestly, just watching the video you could feel the presence of evil in the hospital. Not just evil though, pain and confusion as well. I don't know if I could ever walk into that hospital if someone paid me a million dollars to do so. I have added the video here so that you can watch it. I warn you though, if you are easily frightened, don't watch it. If you are sensitive to the paranormal world, don't watch it. Or do, it's up to you.
My question to you: Do you believe in ghost?
I do. I always have. I don't feel them around as much anymore. I think it is mainly because I don't want to see them anymore. It's sad really. Ghost or spirits are souls that have been trapped on earth for some reason or another. I think they are looking for someone to save them, to help them go beyond this world to where ever they are meant to be. Not all are kind. I don't think spirits can harm you, they can only scare you.
Though, I also believe in things beyond spirits. I believe that the Linda Vista hospital does not just house spirits. Yes, there are some angry spirits in that building and lost spirits. There is also something far worse living there. Demons. Poltergeist. Things that can harm you. Maybe if we were to leave haunted things alone these things would lose their power and their presence in the world would fade out. But, I believe that might just be a fluffy dream.
Fear and anger draw in stronger things. And when I spirit is lost and confused and full of anger and fear, it draws much stronger beings. That is why haunted places can only get worse over time. It is the non-believers that let it get so far out of control.
Linda Vista, the hospital that you see in the video has new plans. It is going to be turned into an old folks home. Crazy and stupid. Because non-believers are out for more money. The poor old people that are going to placed in that home are going to have a hard time. They are going to draw more unwanted guest. They are going to make the ones that are already there, stronger.
I strongly believe in supernatural and paranormal stuff. I believe that ignoring them could be a bad idea when it comes to places with strong forces already taking over. I also thing that it is stupid for investigators to go in looking for this stuff. Though, if given the chance I would totally join a team and go looking into these places. Maybe just to confirm my own beliefs. Maybe because deep down I think I could help them. Either way, if I had people going in with me, I would go in.
Honest thoughts and opinions are welcome. But don't dare tell me I am stupid for what I believe in, I don't have proof that I can show you. I know what I have seen and felt and it is not something you forget.
Much Love
Heather
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